2011 - make a wish, make it happen

Today I felt so happy because I have hope that I can make my life happier, I can decide how I'll be - not because my life has changed, not because my circumstances have changed - but because my outlook has changed.

I haven't felt this kind of hope for about 14+ years. I think hope has come because a piece of my life has reached a normal level of existence (ie. a functional kitchen).

I feel Heavenly Fathers love & hope for me & for my family. We had a stake conference broadcast at church yesterday. I loved the messages - they were full of hope and sure promises. But most of all I loved Bishop Keith B McMullins talk about 'Stuffocation'. Right now I have cleaned out other rooms in the house & it has all gathered into my room so I could really relate to his talk - I'm definitely stuffocated.. But that will change.

I'm feeling burdened at work - they tell me the work is in very capable hands. ( no raise, no promotion, no bonus - I hope this will change in 2012). I'll have to figure out a way to streamline some processes so I can get it all done. This year I'm not working for free. Last year I worked long hours to get the work done. But my life & my family suffered because I worked long days to accomplish all the tasks. I've learned - the more I do at work = the more tasks get moved to me because I'm reliable & dependable. I'm salary so - I need to give my family the 15 to 20 hours each week that work used to get for free. I can accomplish more exercise, more study, more reading, more fun, more time with those I love in 2011.

In Kevin Trudeau's The Weightloss Cure - This is the promise of Phase 4;

Quote ' It will be a whole new life. Your life now will be different than before. You hunger will be normalized and will no longer be intense & constant. You will eat normal, small amounts of food and be perfectly satisfied & full. You will no longer have uncontrollabl urges & desires to eat. You will no longer have food cravings causing you to eat when you are not hungry. Your metabolism will be high so you easily burn for fuel the food you consume. You will not gain any more weight. Your body will no longer abnormally store fat in the secure problem area fat deposits around your body.

Your energy levels will be high you will sleep deeply and soundly.

Your skin, hair nails and eyes will be youthful & radiant, glowing with vibrant health.

You will be happy and no longer suffer from depression, stress, or anxiety.

You will find yourself more energetic, doing things and exercising more than you every imagined.

You will be more social and your relationshipw with other people will be better.

The bright sunny, beautiful days are now your present and future.